no.. not anymore!

People have a problem. They cant bear it when you are happy. And they won’t leave you alone, when you are sad.

So I refuse to give them the satisfaction of bugging me… on this celebration day. Why do the guys in my univ think its so easy to ask anyone out? Why do the gals think its so funny to make bets on who would refuse who? I hope most of them lost their money on a whole bunch of bets! It was a ridiculous string of questions in the cafeteria..

Do i want to go out for lunch with you? No..

Would I have gone out with you if you were in karachi? No..

Did I get lots of gifts and cards this time too? Yes..

Does anyone know who sent them? No.. and nobody needs to know either. Atleast not the nosy poky all-of-them!

The yes to the third question was the best bet. Surprise surprise! what was expected? that i would sigh and cry and all?

Not at all. I am happy. I didnt have to go to cbm this time. Last time had been a torture.. too much mushiness made me irritated. This time, no cbm! The cable-guy was so nice, he shut down the whole god-damn thing.. such a blessing, or else the love songs would have made me go crazy. No red tv-sets and no balloons..

So i have to move on, right? Well, yes.. easier said than done. Ignorance isn’t gonna help, not always. Yes, me knows! And I also know, how much I miss you.

Anyways, some people are really nice and sweet and make me smile and make me feel special.. including lots of blog-people. So, thank you all. Do pray that the bitterness in my life goes away.. I am tired of putting up a brave face!

A very happy Vday to all the nice people.. wish many many more your way!